love punche's

loving and punching
sometimes you bring the best out of each other. all of the right colours in the perfect lighting.
but sometimes, you'll manage to tap into the darker colours; the other end of the spectrum. and that's where you lose control
you lost your cool and you lost your touch
and you try to talk after it; and there's no use, there's nothing to be
said that will calm you down

you live in an ambigous condition. a personal situation where you can see all of my colors. and you know me; my spectrum is all over the place
visceral and intense
but once and again, the message was clear - the way it was pitched; the fault. our fault
know that inner conflict is about one's one contradictory dicotomic mental states; external influences have no say in these. Something inside us, individually, is fucking rattled up and we should watch it.
take care of yourself. b